my first love but not her first sex partner...part 1

sorry for not update long time......i know this girl in 19 yrs old...can say it is my first love...5ft 3not a good looking girl,A cup,still virgin...but our relationship last for 7years...for the 1st 2yrs we just date didnt have any sex at all....maybe i too busy for my collage assiment,most of the time im not going out wit her so offen.....that im a friend guy means most of the time i wit my collage mate(guys only).1 night in my 21st birthday i celabrate wit her in a 5 star hotel.that night i really feel that no problem to have sex wit her...after having a great dinner....we have some wine in the room......for a moment i start kissing her.....my hand move to her breast,start open up her shirt button....she didnt show any unwilling.....so i move further...i open up her bra.....my hand grap her breast she feel comfort then i lick her nipple,its start being hard,next step my head going down to her pussy n lick slowly.....wooo her pussy getting wet n i know its time to get action....wonder y in that i don feel like i want to use condom.i get my cock near her pussy then i start pushing....but i cant get a right position,try for few min but also can get my cock in......really fustrated at that time....her pussy start dry....then is force to put it in she scream pain...maybe too dry.she say very pain so i stop it...really sad for it cos i tot i have no problem on it cos i do it before.i ask her to blow for me,still a amature,she cant do it well...her teeth scratch at my cock i feel pain...then i call her to stop......so for that night nothing happen.....wat a great birthday....

my first sex exp.....

like many guys my first time sex is wit a girl(cos im not gay).this girl is my neighbour know her more than ten years, she older then me 10years old....all the time she just like a sister for me,she always protect me n care about me....even she is my tution teacher....i always go to her room,i like the smell i feel comfort when im sleep in her bed.most of my school holiday i spent a lot of time wit her.in my 15yrs old,as usual i go to her house watching tv,in the mid of the video she told me she want to take a bath.....then left me in the room,few min later she came back n just have a towel to cover n nothing inside,in that time my little brother really get hard enough(in that age i just start masterbed) she walk to her bed n lie down n i sit at the floor....then she pull me up n start kissing me,in that time she in totaly control.....im just like a wood lie in there only...she open up my shirt n kissing my nipple that feel really great n maybe is i not use to it yet i feel a bit itchy n she using her horny tongue lick my bellybutton then she start open up my trousers n for the first my little brother expose to a new woman,she start licking it hardly,really embarrassed i want to cum liow for jst a few sec only,my cum shot to her face,i say sorry to her n she say nvm,she swallow a my cum.maybe still young my bro still stand tough,she put a condom for me n lie down then i start banging her....its really feel great but i feel a little bit pain in the end on my little brother....actually before the 2nd pose i cum again(it really ashame).she tell me to lie down then she blow me n she suck everything out that really greattttttt.we going to bath together.im my mind we have many time to have somemore sex together but she told me that she is going to england two days later,in that time for the first time i feel lost n sad.she tell me that this for our memories n she will never forget me.two day later she left,i cry for two days.i donno is cos of i miss her or miss the thing that we done.....